Fighting the Urge to Channel Burton Cummings

[robotnik2004]

I'm sorry, Mike, but everybody gets at least one dejected post-election post.

I am not surprised by the outcome. This is pretty much exactly what I've been expecting since Howard Dean screamed in Iowa, if not before. Which is not to say "I told you so", because a) who needs that shit? and b) I tried to make a point of not telling anyone so. But no, I'm not surprised by the outcome.

I am surprised by how much it hurt. At some point in the last four years, without really realizing it, I must have started thinking of the United States as my country too. At some point, American politics became my own deal, and not just a zany Hollywood blockbuster action spectacle mounted for my wry amusement. "To the thinking man, life is a comedy; to the feeling man, life is a tragedy." I envy my fellow Canadians back home that cozy Hudson's Bay blanket of ironic detachment I misplaced somewhere along the way.

Yesterday was our weekly luncheon with various fellows of the Academy. Of course, we talked about the election. I note in retrospect that all the Academy postdocs (who are smart liberal 30-year-olds) were, at noon yesterday, pretty optimistic for a Kerry victory, thanks to exit polls and Zogby and "bryant promised!" But all the Academy fellows (who are smart liberal 80-year-olds) were decidedly not. There's something to be learned there.

Ah, well. We find solace where we can: The long view (a historian's best friend), silly role-playing games, and John Harvard's tonight at 6pm. Be there!

Edit: God bless Jim Carroll, who just made me feel a little better. And I changed the wording above because it sounded like I wasn't Canadian any more. I still am. More than ever.

Comments

[bryant]

Yup, I blew it. I could say it wasn't by much -- a few hundred thousand votes -- but really, the Republican wins in the Senate mean I'd be lying about that.

You win some, you lose some. From my perspective, which is much more radical than I usually show in public, you lose most. More about the tyranny of the majority later.

[robotnik.livejournal.com]

Well, I really appreciated your cheerleading in the last couple of days. Even if I never quite believed it.

You're coming tonight, right?

[bryant]

Heck, I still feel good about it. I believed up until pretty late last night, probably around 11 PM or so. I'm not so good at cheerleading causes I don't believe in.

I did file away a lot of my misgivings about Kerry because they weren't gonna help, and they weren't relevant to what I wanted to see happen. I think it's really ironic that some cynical punk like me is better at message discipline than most of the idealistic bloggers out there...

Oh, no, wait -- I guess that makes sense.

And yeah, I'll show up tonight. A bit late.